actuality

our hopes and expectations

black holes and revelations

let's hit rewind.

Friday, December 28, 2007

it's been some time..

i think this blog serves its purpose.
for emo, downright silly posts.

it was there when i needed somewhere to vent my frustrations.
an outlet for my crap, rubbish and whatever-you-name-it.
thank you www.ice-d.blogspot.com. (:

i guess i wont be here often alr.
but i believe random posts on this site is still going to happen.

let's hope i'm an emo-posts-no-more girl. (:

it's not that i'm giving up on anything.
or harbouring hope on anything.
if it happens, it happens.
and vice versa.

it may be a blessing in disguise. (:

Saturday, December 15, 2007

i will..

peace love hope.
this christmas season needs a change in mood.

we often get too concern over certain issues.
having the tendency to neglect others.

too often, there are people who needs our help.
and yet, we are nvr helping them.

2008 will be fine.
i'll make it okay.

this pain is for the better.
everyone says so.

and so i pray and hope.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

some time before.

if tmr is my last day on earth,
then maybe i'll do what i wont now.

sometimes it doesnt feel good
to have words left unsaid,
to have feelings kept inside.

yet again, these painful moments will be short term.
they will be gone once i'm strong enough.

it's there,
and i know it deep down inside. (:

Monday, December 10, 2007

something new.

okay, i've decided to be nice.
i've removed the previous bad post.

but the moral of the story is still RESPECT.

as long as i know.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

100th post.

had a great time relieving myself.
crying always help. (:

why why love was splendid.
at least it gives me a reason to cry.
and to cry over something worth crying over.

sometimes, it's just terrible and unbearable.
yet, there's nothing we can do about it.

this is life.
and all we can do is to accept.
though i wish i didnt have to..

因为没有期望
就不会失望..

Sunday, December 02, 2007

TIRED. x((

working is tiring.
what an experience!
and i've got one more day to go.
rahs.

hope tmr's sales would be good.
pray hard. =X

i'm too tired to elaborate.
goodnights.

那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气