Thursday, January 03, 2008
just a little confused
i didnt expect my random post to come so soon.
i insisted on making 2008 better for myself,
and i shall stick to it.
before the As get to me,
i must really start getting the engine in me moving. x(
it's all or nothing this year.
yes, i'm afraid. damn freaking scared.
everytime i go, i didnt go far.
or at least far enough to not turn back.
i've gotten sick and tired of all these, and yet i still cant stop myself.
just when i thought i was going to be okay, i learnt that i'm not.
i'm very annoyed at myself for getting upset at you and your behaviour.
i know what i should do, but i'm not doing it.
i need someone to shout at me.
tell me how naive i am and stop this mess.
i didnt wan to let anything last year follow up to this year.
but i know my feelings too well.
please let me stay hopeful.
2008 is going to get better.
please..
